Stereo Hearts

I’m having trouble being social lately. I mean, last night I went to have just a drink with a co-worker but ended up intoxicated. Oh, and I called someone in the HR department (but I’ll handle that later even though I’ve been worried about it literally all day).

Anyway, it hit me - while I was intoxicated - that I prefer a movie or reading a book at home. Don’t get me wrong. I like the surroundings, being amused by different mindsets, drunk thinking (because life is just so damn boring sober) and meeting new people. 

But I’m super jaded right now. I’m not sure how to get out of this mode. My goal next week is to get out of work and have a genuinely jolly weekend.